Sunday, February 04, 2007

in memory of peiyin's 性感屁股。
peiyin is grieving because her 性感屁股 now belongs to someone else. not physically but mentally. she cannot go town so often to visit him anymore. Neither can she coerce her brother who works just next door[which actually isn't that near] to befriend 性感屁股 and drag him to her house for FREQUENT dinners. i can't do much to console her because i ain't got the gab to do so. but awww.don't be so sad peiyin. you can still eat lunch with 菜 in school every week. and you still got 性感屁股 working in town everyday. So you could just pop by for some serious oogling and poking around.haha!!!! 性感屁股， 有什么了不起嘛。还不是人命一条。听天由命，接受事实吧。truth hurts anyway. HAHA!no use crying over spilt milk.okay. that phrase ain't apt. never mind.just felt like using it.haha.go find yourself another 性感屁股 la. he's taken liao.haha!and stop 晴天霹雳-ing!!!its getting on my nerves.

okay.i miss chinese a lot. because its the only lessons that i could really drool along with the teacher's droning nonsense.haha!and because i've decided that english IS kind of mundane. i can't speak any other language other then english fluently and this ain't a good sign. i'm not a bilingual anymore.(or was i ever one?)ohwells. forget it.i really have to brush up on my mother tongue. feel so much like a tourist instead of a true blue singaporean. and another reason for wanting to learn chinese badly is because i was mistaken as someone who doesn't speak chinese today.. like hello? i'm so typical yellow skinned asian can!i understand chinese anytime!!(if you speak slowly and clearly enough for me.)and i got conned into buying a huge bag of mochi for a colossal wad of notes.and i think its unfair. i got cheated due to my retardedness of apprehending chinese. these people just kept on ranting about this and that product and what is this and what is that. bullet train i tell you. no difference between a bullet train and their mouth. as i was just an innocent and naive ASIAN girl, i got cheated and i bought loads of mochi. ohwells.they tasted kinda good.haha!and i spent like 20 bucks on candies today!!!oh no oh no..this is worse then shopping..haha!

i really should get started on studying. i just ain't got the mood these days. must be due to the turbulence within my inner thoughts. its swishing my thoughts out out out. and i can't seem to get hold of them before they just diminish in the dark subconscious mind.

P.S. i really need to learn how to speak proper chinese. i feel like an angmoh in chinatown here.can someone help me?and i mean someone with patience. truckloads of patience.

I'll bite you at 2/04/2007 06:42:00 PM