Tuesday, January 30, 2007

so much has occured in school nowadays. it seems like a fast paced life cleverly disguised as a slow paced school term.which in fact has really fooled my mind. too much for me to take in terms of studies and social status. okay.shall mention of those around me only. for gossips. you've got to ask me personally for them..its too liberal of me if i just post them here[which is not receiving much response anyway, but i shall respect their rights.]

on the topic of close friends and their relationship.
okay.that's about all. I'm still pretty upset these few days.mood swinging as much as ever. i think its due to missing crescent......and also missing someone.that particular someone!!!!!!ROAR!okay.you'll never know who anyway.shan't say anything.haha!ohwell.never knew what a person does can initiate such explicit reactions..(no this doesn't mean anything that is obscene or anything).


I MISS CRESCENT!!!

I'll bite you at 1/30/2007 10:14:00 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

i just came back from blog-surfing....yes i admit that i'm pretty much of a loser blog surfing..BUT, this is what innova has reduced me into..the state of a loser...however, in the while of surfing blog. i came across some person..he was asked to define / envision his dream house this was his post..

Drawing certainly wasnt on my mind. And i wasnt sure what my dream house would be like. A box would be good. The idea came dashing into my mind and i started folding the sides of my paper, giving it an extra edge to the look of my box. So why a box?

My dream house to me is like a box...

I can open up the box when life gets a little bored. Maybe I can invite you to my little small box?

I can shut myself in the box when life's filled with stress.

Best of all. It doesnt cost a penny! haha.


this was what he said.i found it too simple..too practical..too much practivity isn't what i had in mind..being too down to earth constricts us..leaves us with no space to do what we want. we have no dreams being too practical.. and dreams are exactly what we live on. without dreams we'll be more of a mere empty shell..one in which we feed we protect we interact with. not exactly what i have in mind at all. its too plain.. a box isn't very practical either..you can't expect to sleep on a square cube do you? its too much for me to take..and a cube without a window and a door..a whole side of the cube is all he has to claim as the door.no no no..let ME show you MY dream house.yes yes. you can see its simple too. but at least it ain't a ridiculous cube of nothing. my dream house (only for my current childish intelletto) is one in which is situated far far far far far away from the bustling city life. no hustle no bustle. no VROOOOOM-ing motors, no brisk walking to school or work, no need for squishing and squashing in the public transport. just me with my family all alone in the vast greenery. nothing but greenery and the sun.

in the background you can see the 'enhanced' pollution going on in the city far far away. it can also refer to the degeneration of the generation living in that area or rather, the whole bustling city concept is fading away..away away .far far away from my realm.

you might also be pondering over why my fence only envelops one side of my house? no no. its not that i'm lazy, its not that i'm gone totally nuts to only protect one side of my house. its just that i would love to have visitors coming to visit me EVERY SINGLE DAY. yes. be it friends relatives or strangers. just come and knock on our door. seek and you shall find..and it also provides me and my family with ample space to enjoy our activities. we'll not be restricted as to stay in our territory all day long.. we can also have this open space concept as an excuse for camping out of our house when ever we want to see the stars or moon high in the sky at night. or have a little picnic in the middle of the day.when the sun is high high high in the sky. wouldn't that be awesome?

the other side of my house will be dedicated to my mom. she absolutely LOVES gardening. i shall have this portion of the land just for her needs. she'll have to plant all the flowers in the world.the fence will act as a defence for the meek and vulnerable lovely flowers. as pretty as my mom..

there will be trees in my house. trees to act as sound barriers ; trees to act as wind barriers. the trees will be part of our family. they can provide shelter and maybe i can have my tree house i always wanted! i can also try to climb them. conquer my fear of heights and feel what its like to be absolutely at the top of the world.

my house will have 3 windows = 3 rooms. one for playing. one for dinner. one for bathing. you may be thinking that i'm mad..where's our bedroom?AH HAH! we'll have our bedroom at the side of the house. that side of the house will be built entirely out of glass. then we can have curtains installed so the lovely sunbeam can stream in everyday to wake us up from our dreams.we'll all live in one room!!

and you might have spotted the chimney.i would really love a chimney. i've always seen one in the western shows..i would really really love one. i know its insane. but this is my DREAM house.so anything applies.haha!

Did you dream?

I'll bite you at 1/28/2007 06:31:00 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

T'was the story of a certain fish.
My first few attempts at paint.
Enjoy enjoy!


notice that none of these animations are mutated without ears eyes or anything!

I'll bite you at 1/27/2007 04:20:00 PM


LIAR LIAR !
BIG FAT LIAR!
PANTS ON FIRE!
LEAP TO THE WATERS!
NO MORE FIRE?
I'LL LIGHT YOUR PANTS ON FIRE
AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!

okay..as you can see that i'm angry that i've been duped. super duped.ohwells.i give up.i shall just live my life forever in my own world. no more promises; no more lingering.I'll just start to live a life of my own for me for myself; a live of mine.

shoots.who am i trying to kid here..

Impatiently patient, just for you.

Sitting, staring up the dreary sky.
Thoughts and wonder warped my mind.
Thoughts of you.
Thoughts of me.
Thoughts of you and me under one line.
Wonder so wonderful,
wonder so bleak.
I sighed and giggled, all so meek.
Abandoned my assignments far far due.

Tossing, turning on my bed.
Dreamt all night of how we met.
Dreams of you.
Dreams of me.
Dreams of you and me under one cover.
Dreams of euphoria,
dreams so impractical.
I sighed and shut my eyes, fast.
Realising its anything but fake lust.

Living in all this mess called life.
Staying alive with all these fondness, i surmise?
Fondness of you.
Fondness of me.
Fondness of you and me in one facade.
Fondness so open.
Fondness so dubious.
I sighed and cried in the cover of my line.
Tears of joy, tears of defeat.
For i know you'll never be mine.

I'll bite you at 1/27/2007 02:17:00 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

i'm feeling ultra down today. no idea why.no prizes for guessing why either. i'm just down..must be the many things that put me down today..ohwells. that's life for you thethirdpasserby.....ROAR!
i've got tonsilities again. when will it stop terrorizing me!i'm sick of you tonsilitis!!!get away!!get a life!!oh.i'm sorry.i forgot.you're residing in me sucking my life away so you've got loads of life in there huh...no wonder i'm feeling lethargic all the while these few days. my throats swollen.no empathy given by majority..such apathy i appreciate..ROAR!sense the sarcasm within?no?never mind. its alright..today i shall post something in memory of noelle's eyeless cat and michelle's earless pig..try to make sense of it.
my fish has teeth and eyes, my bubbles have ears..completes noeeleee and michelleeeee's drawings huh?HAHA!
thank me for that man!!

I'll bite you at 1/25/2007 10:53:00 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

my lovely map to nowhere!would you like to trace it for me?





this has nothing to do with my activity today.


i was happy.really happy today!!haha.although the barbecue was cancelled, BUT we carried on our plans and still had our MINI canoeing gathering!!!!!we went to some marina bay zhen fa huo hai xian place..my goodness.$12 per person but its an all-you-can-eat sort of buffet style teppanyaki cum steamboat place.and its $12 per person!!how absolutely mind blowing!!!!such an affordable rate!!.however.i doubt i'll be going there for a long long time..i've stuffed people..i've never eaten such a colossal amount and i meant A-MOUND of food.i've still got this 'lump' in my tummy after 5 hours. its still not digested...i think i've been binging from the time i started this feast. i felt like an emperor..nothing i couldn't eat. i was truely wrong. i miscontrued the meaning of buffet..i should have controlled my appetite and my hands. i just kept going and going and going.so is this where determination and perseverance come in? they help me in stuffing food down my throat?dang!they don't come when i need to run my 3.2 km every pe..this is biased!

well..enough of all the whining. today we had a congregation of canoeing j3s!!but a miniature one. there was lindsay, puden, aaron, vincent, eeteng, fanghui and yao jing or somewhat they called him this..haha!we had a whooping time judging by the amount of laughter i contributed and to the sound pollution we made. really enjoyed ourselves today didn't we?i left my camera at home in my absence of mind.regretting it now..ain't want to let this part of memory fly away..no pictures. this is sad. i really hope to do this once more. so me and peiyin thought of a chalet!!!!!YAY!!hope it will come through without breaking apart.then we can really be gathered together as a team!!!! oh and puden said he could be our expedition leader or the coach for our'recreation' group in innova!!!three cheers for puden the shit!!!he's the best man!!!hope loads of people can make it and hope miss chew can make it too..chew chew arh!!!

okay.heading for my bed now..not that i want to.but i've got religious matters to attend to with regard to my parents...and my stomach is still bloated. ain't exactly a sweet sensation to sleep with. till then. hope the digestive juices swallow me up together with the food in me...

I'll bite you at 1/21/2007 02:44:00 AM

Friday, January 19, 2007

I MISS MISS CHEW!!!!

where art thou chew chew?

you look much more fitting as the canoeing teacher then
although the J3s were much more connected with you
but the exco of 2006 and 2007 MISSES YOU A LOT!!!!

why did you leave us!!!boohoohoo.this is unfair..




we may be crazy at times

and this might blow you OFF your feet

but expect the unexpected

lest you sway with the intense force which wil leave you meek.....





AND I MISS THE J3s TOO!!!


gossipgalzxzxzx!!!i miss the gossips and talks in the canteen!!!!


and also the other j3s of course!!they were super friendly and super duper fuper charming. don't be duped by his too-small-to-be-seen-usually-misunderstood-as-slits eyes..HE IS THE MAN!he can charm the pants off you..or rather the skirt..haha!


and lastly my class again.not the whole.but still a class spiritually!


had a little conversation with lindsay..one of the seniors in canoeing..and i went a little cranky talking to her..she influenced me..

this was what we talked about.


The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
brainwashing under process

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
please wait while we return the new and brand new muggerfied valerie for you

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
although she's equipped with the latest system called slacking and procrastination

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
she's still as good as those new systems called muggertoots in innova

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
please drop by often to bain wash

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
its good to wash your brain once in a while

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
keeps it moist and mushy

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
as good as mashed potato

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
yes yes yes

The dynamic equilibrium of emotions. :: Spasticated :: says:
MMMmmmmmmm

every conversation with her came out memorable..as memorable as how you remember the first time you did something really and extremely embarrassing on front of someone you truely have a crush on.HAHA!and i still think its funny even though its been so many days already.haha.oh well.this might be why canoeing USED TO BE FUN.

hope they'll come to vivit us more often.drop by more often seniors!!not literally but..awww.you know...visit us and we'll be contented.haha!

I'll bite you at 1/19/2007 01:12:00 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

My Beloved.


Gazing upon the galaxy of stars,
I saw nothing but explosion so stark.
To seek in a vast, of black,
I felt such eternity through such bliss.
I spotted an indifferent star.
Lying ever so silently.
awaiting, so despaired.
I long to hold it in my arms,
whisper words of comfort,
words of strength.
I wish to see it shining,
blazing like the cohort up there.
I wish to see you up against
all odds, all adversities, all impemdimenta.
I wish to see you, have you, own you.
As the night unfurls its glorious splendour.

Morning creeps in,
so ever creeps.
Without a sound, the sun rises.
Wiping clean all traces, spotless
of my little precious, shining gem.
A new day dawns;
the old long gone.
I will sorely miss what i have missed.
Till the nighttime do we meet.
I will miss you; my beloved one.
I will miss you forever more.


just follow your heart and set your mind aside. You will then derive the ultimate answer.

the dynamic equilibrium of emotions

hold on please?hold on won't you? you know i do miss you but do you too?i really hope to see you soon one day, but as a friend no longer. you know what i want. you really do..

I'll bite you at 1/17/2007 01:01:00 AM

The class of 0611B.


we were as close as an ant would be to a cup of honey..probably.



we had fun under the sun toiling all out for what its worth


friendships and bonds of cement and DNA were formed between us.


crazily contented i'd say.


and bushed after being insanely bonkers.

now that we've got a few empty spaces here and there.let's fill them up together and be one all over again as we were. as we did before
one day we'll all leave. let's come as one leave as one. leaving none behind. leaving only our memories. leaving our imprints. leaving our smiles in their hearts. lets come together.
~oh ah six ah one one bee ah!

I'll bite you at 1/17/2007 12:36:00 AM

Monday, January 15, 2007

BOO!!!!
i'm feeling super super happy now as you can see by the picture.. i've just gotten my pay!!!thanks so much yonglin!![although you can't see this but really thank you so so so so much for going all the way to causeway to give the pay to me] because i'm happy. i shall share my happy pictures today!!!
memory lane..


sentosa!
our crazy gang!
TCS!!!i really miss all those stunts we did.. lets try it again one day. and to think this was one of the simplest trick we did.haha!


another picture?another day. i've got to mug :(

I'll bite you at 1/15/2007 11:58:00 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007


oh yes. i forgot to tell you peeps..i WAS an ogl and the experience was toiling but havoc! happily havoc!

i was in Olympian Dieties. ally primodial deities.
when i say oli you say? WAZAA!
primo say boo! BOO!
deities, say boozah! BOOZAH!


we had our own clan ally dance our ally cheer and most of all, we had our clan cheer!!we came in second after supra [and titans. 4 clans in total]. which i really consider not bad as we were lagging from day one of orientation[ we were in 3rd or 4th and we only had 4 clans..] so to be able to climb all the way to the top was a really great achievement..

it was a great experience.

for other parts of my life. shall update again!its too many posts at one go. hope you won't go bonkers after this..

I'll bite you at 1/14/2007 08:59:00 PM

i strike back for another post!!

for now. i shall recount my working experience in MasterCard in Vivo City!.and i really miss it a lot!it was nothing but fun fun fun okay. picture paint a thousand words! here goes these are the girls i worked with.
i realised actually i looked pretty professional!

i do not wish to go on and on ranting about every single day of my work. but all i can say is loads of friends came to visit me!!!here are a few the strained smiles was due to the retarded timer in the phone!and we were oblivious to the crowds in front of us.haha!it was really fun to see them again.

i hope i can get to work with them again!

I'll bite you at 1/14/2007 08:53:00 PM

as you can see..i'm chionging my blog now. to make up for all these stagnant moments.yup..and its still pictures paint a thousand words. but for now. it'll be pictures paint a million words!

now its still time for my clique..we went out on december 29 2006! we went vivo city and ate secret recipe's main course..there were me, michelle noelle, denise and yitian. i treated them to secret recipe!!because i had gotten my pay not long ago. and i've been promising them a treat ever since i started work.ohwells. 150 dollars gone. but still i've as ecstatic as even to see them.haha!we went walking everywhere in vivo.practically everywhere. but shan't recount lest i accumulate up to 100o0 plus words all over again..after that yitian left first..then denise. so me and michelle and noelle we went SWENSONS!!the swensons situated in vivo was so classy!!the pricing standard was as high as the rocket could touch the moon..we shared a chocolate fondue[which was REALLY heavenly!] and a sticky chewy chocolate malt[ which was really chocolatey and SWEET ] and a set of fries[ which was really yummilicious.] and the period in which we were in swensons was too much for me to take. it was really hilarious. with every order we made we had to request for the menu and it was forever the same waitress who will pass it to us. and she was giggling herself too!such a nice waitress..
this picture was taken by the funny waitress. and if you do observe closely, the table was cluttered with all our glasses and the remnants of the fries.we actually wanted to take a picture with that. however, the waitress was oblivious to the uniquely elegant positions of the objects on the table.ohwells. she was so funny and nice enough not to kill us for the repetitve requests for the menu.


i realised when me michelle and noelle goes out together.we do nothing but eat.


this picture was taken in wisma the food court. that night we scouted every single lane and streets of town n search of food..that's what we do!and i still look forward to us going out again be it eating or playing!

I'll bite you at 1/14/2007 08:40:00 PM

i'm back again..although i know that i am supposed to be flipping throuh my lecture notes and whevernots now to get prepared for the 'A' levels..ohwells. do i look as if i care loads about it?heck man. i really appreciate my procrastination to instill such false sense of security in my. else i would have just went ahead off the window sill and straight for the first level of this building.

okay okay. i'm rid of the steam. so let's get started. i know my blog had been cropped up with all these words and vernaculars like some sardine in a tin can eh?so i've concluded. picture paints a thousand words. enjoyment is what we all look for ain't it? hope you luxuriate in these snapshots of HOTEL-ING

this is the first night in which i've fallen ill..big big fever because i had just returned from a canoe expedition and the sensation wasn't particularly fine. so i was down and out with fever and sea sickness.how weak you'd think.but i was really out down and flat. so for this night i wasn't in the pictures as you can see. they were out in the streets of town in the middle of the morning..doing their balancing act.not bad eh? that's my clique


haha!and they were imitating the GAP advertisment!!i SOOO wanted to take this with them!!but i couldn't. it was really hilarious i heard. noelle[the last one from the left] was laughed at by some passer by and it wasn't even a scorn. i heard it was an explosion of sniggers.haha! nolee nolee...and look carefully!bernice[the third from left] isn't donning a cap!its yujia's little handbag!!and please look at leong ah..


this is a combination of the first day and the last day of the hotel-ing.haha!the top two was of the first and the bottom two the last.look at the pattaya background!!illustrates the fiction that we were in pattaya itself.how convenient of the hotel to place it in the room for us!




and this is our KINGS EDITION!haha.on the first day. half of the clique went to burger king. and apparently, they received some of the so called 'crowns' together with the piece of pattaya cloth after much ransacking..and decided to act kings for a portion of the day!
1. yujia the ROCK king
2. noelle the FATTY king
3. bernice the LITTLE king
4. hweeyi the BIG-BUTT king
5. COIN SLOT!
6. michelle the OPERA king
7. valerie the TOILET king
8. denise the MUSCULAR king




mirror mirror on the wall
who is that i see that's not so tall?[its just supposed to rhyme.]

this is the FIRST part of the night!whereby i was still alongside with them battling the relentless cold of the night!as you can see. it was nearing christmas!!such a happy sight.
and we ate dinner at vila'ge[how do you pronounce that?village?]in which we had loads of fun with bernice camera when we were outside and the inside of vila'ge. it was really amusing or rather is was amusing for the people surrounding us, gawking at us taking pictures like some tourists or angels who had descended unto mother earth. but still we had REAL fun!

i didn't mean to imitate denise by the way!and indeed i looked drunk that night no thanks to the extensive sunburn following the expedition in the day..


oh lookie!the top left and top right corner has me and noleelee posing with our tongue.haha!didn't eve realise it. we were bored and stuffed from all the food. so we solved both problems with this handy dandy....camera!


oh we look so happy together!
the next morning..

denise had to leave early for church. :( .however, she left a note for us!after much tiring attempts of waking bernice her partner up..so sweet of her!




then me michelle and noelle decided to play BLUFF.which i am so totally not good at..and i said the truth the whole way through. i am so totally not a liar..not fair. but still i won!!so who says you have to lie when you play bluff.haha. then our talking or rather murmurings woke yujia upand bernice next.haha!so yujia joined in our card session,,bernice was the photographer as she woke up the latest.haha. this explains all our ruffed up hair. and we were playing this really fun game by noelle..i name it the chins up game.its some sort of a heart attack game. and yes. we were eating chips early in the morning.

then michelle had to go for her dragon boat...after she left, we made our way to taka and bought our brunch. we bought a huge variety of food. we had jap korean chinese and loads more. and boy were we stuffed with all that food..then we took a few more pictures to commemorate our hotel-ing. which was really hilarious by the look of it..
then apparently, noelle pretended that she had a fan who wrote this fan note for her and she replied it...HAHA!so typically-noelle. so ego..still say you already won..haha



then we left..closing the door behind us..
the people even asked us if we were here on a sports trip as in to compete for OUR country..so we look like foreigners?!?!do we look that athletic?maybe they do.i don't.haha!

goodbye good old hotel day!!

I'll bite you at 1/14/2007 07:35:00 PM